2016年4月13日星期三

Homeostasis

We live in a world that constantly change.
But we don't like change.
We don't like uncertainty.
We don't like the uncomfortable sense in unfamiliar situations.
We wish for the pleasure moment that we having now may last forever.
Even we knew it is impossible, but some part deep inside our heart are still hoping.
Which is why when the day comes, we freak out.
And sometimes, we even lost ourselves.

We are afraid, but we aren't coward.
We just appreciate things more than people do.
And we really care for those things or people that we care.

We don't afraid that no one remember our birthday.
We just afraid that you forgot about our birthday.

It wasn't scary that no one there to cheer we up when we are sad.
But it's scary when you are no longer there to share our sadness.

We don't afraid that no one else can make us smile again.
We just afraid that you no longer care to make us smile.

It wasn't scary to spend our time alone most of the time.
But it's scary when you are no longer there when we need you.

We don't afraid that there is no one out there care to listen to our story.
All we afraid is you are no longer part of our story.
Part of our life, part of our something.
Or just anything, perhaps.


对不起。。。

有些话,说了才懂伤人。。
有些事,做了才懂会后悔。。
总是学不会体贴,学不会细心,
学不会顾及会尾随而来的悲剧。。

总觉得自己很逊。。
没能在你失望难过之前,
让你开心。。
更没能在你失望难过之后,
让你高兴。。